My Fiance

I came back from seeing Jenny, It was great seeing Jenny again I love her so much. I hate this being far away from my fiance, I do feel a little insecure about myself, I wish I had the strength that she has about us. I do love her and trust her, ok its trying to get used to it but I think over time I will be able to adjust.

My "Happy Place"

Everyone has a happy place, and for me its the small park out side Macy's near Empire State Building. Recently I have been wanting to be there. Maybe its the fact that most people I know are off and the fact that Jenny has gone off to Uni has driving the whole thing home to me. I dont really know how I am feeling right now I just know that I would rather be in my "happy place" and not feel like this at all.

My found song

Your Body Is a Wonderland from the album "Room for Squares" by John Mayer

I finally found it! There is a lot of history to this song, I heard it initially on Launch and it cought my ear, then I didnt hear it for years! And then the other day when i was in Tk-Max with chris and matt, trying on really stupid looking clothes I heard it again.

It was funny i was stressing matt out asking him like every 5 seconds who the artist was, but because it wasn't by the Backstreet boys he didn't know!.

And here is where the magic of Google comes in! I took down some of the lyrics and then did a lyric search and found it! Yay!

So now i am chilling to it! Just thought some of you guys and girls out there might like it, i know a few of you wont but try and appreciate it for its music value! come on open mind here :P

My Snowy London 2005

Yay its been snowing all week! lol London in the snow is cool, everything looks white and everybody is falling over. It would be good to try and get some more pictures of the snow, as it is so rare around London! especially around christmas! lol When ever it has been snowing, I have greeted some one on the street with a Merry Christmas even though its two months late or, ten months early lol!

My 2CV Experiance

Lol i was strangely surprised tonight I took my first ever ride as a passenger in a Citron 2CV. It was actually pretty good, even though I am half drunk and think every thing looks pretty. It was really weird, like where the gear stick was placed, where that hand break was placed, and all the lose wiring just left out in the open!

The person whose car it was, even upgraded the radio to a CD player! wow i thought! It was really fun! I even retuned her radio for her! Of course I had to put Choice FM London in to it, and Magic Fm London lol! you need a bit of the old school!

Aw well!

Well as you can see I didn't edit the blog in the end, probably down to the fact that I couldn't get to my computer. It was an ok night except the fact that my mate is making plans to live with his girlfriend up in Birmingham (again). (They tried it once, it didn't work out for obvious reasons, like the fact they had only been dating six months and they wanted to live with each other).

Any way I visited Birmingham once and hated it (no offense to people who live in Birmingham, I just don't like the area). Its so cold, everything is grey, and you have to walk everywhere its just not a place I would ever want to live.

So any way I felt really unwell to day, I think its got something to do with the 4 hours sleep i got last night, as I was up watching "Man on Fire" with Matt, he stayed at my house last night. Lol the jokes were so funny, just imaging a man running around on fire all the time, who called Gracey, but the way the actors say it, it always turns out like "Mr Crazey" lol so funny.

When me and matt are together we are like Beavis and Butthead, we just laugh all the time at really stupid things. Even if its meant to be serious. He was excited last night because he final got to have a ride in my new car! lol you would have laugh if you saw him! he was like a dog with his head out the window and the speaker screaming out and old love song by Lionel Riche. (Don't ask me why! I don't know, Matt just loves listening to song which depict the wrong kind of atmosphere! lol it always end up like a 70's night in my car lol :) .)

Oh yeah, to get back to the main point, I just don't feel well, and didn't feel like moving! lol. well anyway i stayed in today, and I'm going to get my things ready for university tomorrow. I have to find my iPod recorder for my lecture tomorrow, i have got to take more back-ups then just my note book. I nearly lost it the other day so i got to be more careful.

I'm listening to Will Smith, he is so funny!*

Mmmm, I wonder if I can achieve anything before i go to bed? I don't know?!i might try, but i have to find this recorder thingy! lol i have no idea where it would be!

Finished CV!

Yay final I finished my CV! Ill try and upload it, but I can always just copy and paste it in to the blog if need be!

It was funny going through my whole life again and looking back at all my old jobs and education. I actually found a lot of memories that I had forgotten , and old loves too. lol

I had some good times in the past, it just takes a hour or two just to look back and remember them all, being a runner was cool, i liked it. I think the main reason for this was because I love London so me getting the chance to run around it delivering scripts was a great opportunity for me. plus i got to see a lot of hot actress which was cool :) especially once you have turned of age;) lol.

But at that job I did see a lot of freaky things, like finding about a a work mate which would have surprised any one. I guess anyone would have got it after seeing him grab a copy of an article about madonna. I also saw this guy who looked and sounded like a eight year old, and he was sitting next to me because my boss put him there. I was a bout to speak to him like a child when a work mate tackled me and told me he was actually forty and had a rare illness that stopped him growing.

I also saw this women who was auditioning for a part as a single hot heroine. she looked amazing well above my years, and she was a great actress too. The surprise wasn't until i was editing the video that we recored of her audition, and seeing her talk to my boss about how "school was going and how she was just about to take her GCES's"!!!! OMG i said to my self it was so wired seeing this girl who look about twenty talking about how she was only fifteen!

Anyway today has been a weird day, I nearly missed my train because there was this guy in-front of me who got on the crowded tube train before me with a massive bag on his back. Which meant i couldn't get on that carriage, then came the made dash to find a space on another carriage while the bleepy noise was going about to shut the doors! I mean if you have a big bag at lest keep it near the floor to create more space! lol

Any who! I may edit this post last because the day hasn't yet finished, I am meeting a friend of mine at his work as he told me that I would get free food! yay! (he's a chef) lol.

Ok well speak to you guys
Later

Its Snowed!

Yay! It finally snowed to day in London, It is really nice out side, so much in-fact that I decided with my brothers to run out the front door and in to the street to run about in the snow. For those of you that know me or have seen my house, then you will know how funny it must have been for all the traffic that was going by at the time to see three guys rolling around in the snow in the middle of rush hour traffic! lol

To day was a good day I think that I have found a new direction that I want to follow, I saw my lecturer, and we talked about university and how i was finding it and the problems that I was having (about it only being two days a week). We came to the conclusion that I should come in the other days of the week to do independent work and try to excel above the original requirements of each of the assignments. With this in mind i should be able to learn new things which i wouldn't have other wise learnt in class.

Then I was the employment agency in my university campus about finding a job part time and what kind of career I should follow after university, They were very helpful and gave me allot of information regarding what I should do after university. I have to go back sometime during next week or anytime this week to register my details and to get email updates on employers.

Oh! a really good thing happened when i saw my lecturer was that he has contacts in this American company which are looking for new employees! so hopeful if every thing goes well! lol.

Any who, I got to get up early tomorrow as I have a 9 am start, and seeing as it takes me just over and hour and a half to travel across london to Uni i have to wake at 7. argh! lol

Oh well hopefully soon Ill be able to find a place of my own and move out!

Later!